A Three Bedroom House In Carefree, Arizonia

October 07, 2010 | | Comments 0


We listen to our mind like our car radio. It feels some days like we’re driving along with the radio cranked up and angsting every time the street lights start to change, never change and always change!  Fortunately,  those  sirens of our mind  are not where life is lived, they’re  where life is thought about, right? Well, yes and no.  For most of us, Reality is “what I think and what I feel.” And that all depends on the day, on whether were mooding up or mooding down. Our moods, personal and collective, provide the feel of our life.  And, of course, we’re all for those sunny days with the top down! That’s when we get to thinking that a move to Carefree Arizona would be nice…real nice!

In fact, we’re addicted to our minds, to compulsive thinking, thinking, thinking. It all adds up to a life driven by desire and fear. It’s like the wealthy Brazilian father I read about  who surprised his dear daughter with her dream car – a pink, armored  VW Beetle – and  commented: “My greatest fear is to see disappointment on my daughters face.”

 Indeed, our desire not to fear is what leads us to seek solace in all things. And if we don’t find it in things, then we search for solace in thought. Either way, these  Gods we actually attend to, are  not only  religious ones, but also what we find in our pre-conditioned head and heart…in the thoughts and feelings we believe.

“When belief in the eternal becomes impossible and there is only the belief in believing, men seek their happiness in the joys of time.”

                                                            Alan Watts

There’s nothing wrong with believing, of course, except to say that a belief is a thought about reality, and not reality itself. We see the world we believe in; the world our mind labels “real”. While in truth, there is a world, a reality, not apprehended by belief. In fact, reality is not something to be known by our sense – limited body/mind; it can only, ever be found in the being of it. And being is not a thought, not a feeling, not a place like any other, including Carefree, Arizona. Being is not about any concept  we may have about it. It is existence, in and as, awareness.

“Being” is a Carefree Zone, where we no longer understand the present in terms of our memory, where we no longer view the unknown through what we think is known, where the living of Life from a personal, limited and still-born Me and Mine is part of what’s seen but not the whole of it.

Being embraces our egoic self tenderly;  it frees us from the burden of belief, allows that which our minds have constructed as “me’ to be deconstructed, and lets go of the immense imaginary non-being we innocently devised from found bits of hair, shells and string – from all those itsy bitsy glittering things.

We turn down the volume of the radio/mind, and dwell in the ground of silence we are… the bounty of  this that awareness contains. Of course, everything remains the same; the world turns the way it will, but we find our movement now originating from  unmoved Being. And action comes from a different place. In the words of Nisargadatta Maharaj: “ With lucidity (satva) the motive behind the desire is goodwill, compassion, the urge to  make happy rather than be happy.”


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