Awareness is not achieved as believed.

Reality is beyond words, believed. When personal belief is totally abandoned; when ‘merit’ practices and all forms of ego/mind’s efforts at becoming are surrendered, the veils conjured by mind’s beliefs may be lifted by grace alone. And in that instant one may immediately recognize one IS already aware and directly aware of being aware. Gotta stop. look. listen. beyond beliefs, comforts of habits, pleasure, desire and fear; look inside deeply, sincerely, and the obvious – one’s pure natural being, may present.
Most of us still think, feel and believe there’s something to do and keep asking ‘how? The ‘doer’ – the me, the person – has got to be totally abandoned. Let go and let be – let the mind’s movement pass in quietude; free of resistance, of knowing; rest, relax, give simple choiceless – in fine: ‘loving’ – attention to what’s happening now; let go and see what happens. ‘Who’ knows? perhaps no one? Let that be too. 🙂